Homeschooling Where?

I am posting for 2 reasons. 1. to catch up and 2. so you won't have to look at my picture anymore. I am really enjoying homeschooling. We do projects and work together. The kids actually were sad on Saturday when I told them there was no school. I was a little nervous about where to start but we are having fun and they are actually learning. Rachel is not really ready but she is getting some things and it will make it easy when she is old enough to do more. I have not started field trips but hope to this month. Ok, on to me.
Things are out of control again (did they ever stop?) Gordon was looking at houses online about 2 weeks ago and when we talked about it he wants to move. We will stay in Houston but he wants to move away from Pearland. He is so upset about the schools here and worries that if we wanted to we couldn't put the kids back in school. I am of 2 minds about it. We bought this house because Gordon wasn't working and it was what we could afford. It is definitely too small and we are on top of each other. Also, I seem to be struggling to make this house a home. The hurricane hasn't helped with the damage 1/3 of our boxes are not unpacked. There are no pictures on the walls, the kids rooms are not decorated..... We could move now and not loss any money in the deal. Maybe starting over would be good. I was not even here to pick this house, it would be nice to do that together as a family. On the flip side we have a small mortgage here, I love our ward and have made such good friends here. Also, I am tired, it is alot of work to sell and pack and move. I have reached a point that I just don't get attached to any idea. I will prepare the house to sell and pack but if it happens great, if it doesn't I am fine with that too. More than anything I just can't handle anymore disappointments. The dogs didn't breed, and it was kind of the last straw. If I don't get excited about anything I can't be disappointed either. People who have not had a child with cancer may not understand this but I am really getting nervous about the end of treatment. Once you are done you wait. And you feel helpless, there is nothing you can do to change what may come so it is very nerve racking. Maybe moving would be a good thing. It certainly would mean I would be busy and not have time to worry so much. OK, this is probably enough whining, I am sure the picture is below the line and can't be seen.